... due to my last minutes marking, I had to send Fahim to his nanny as early as 8.40am
I picked him up at 6.30pm when I was done marking...
... it happened that he acted a bit strange when he reached home
I scolded him as he was a bit naughtier
... he did it again and again... and I almost lost my patience
He jumped on the bed even though I warned him
... he just ignored me and this wasn't how he normally responded
He called his Abah few times, but Abah didn't reply
... maybe he was too tired (but still I don't accept that as a reason)
His father went to buy dinner
...he chased him while calling his Abah again and again from the bed
In a glance, he slipped his feet
... he fell down and he hit the edge of the bed and cried
And I took him in my arms
... I saw BLOOD all over his shirt!!!
...there was BLOOD in his mouth!!!
I cried, he cried, Aina cried
...Im so sorry Fahim, truly sorry
I shouldn't have left and scolded you
...I should have looked after you
Now, I feel like I hate everyone
... specially me, myself!
..as I'm a useless mother!
