MY FAVOURITE SNAPS!

* Sayang Aina...

* Big enough for your hand dear...

* Aina Umairah = The queen with a pair of beautiful eyes. It shows...

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Shadowed by a miscarriage...

It has been four months after that down-hearted incident. I could still remember, it was on friday... few minutes before the post mortem meeting started. And it happened there and then.

I was totally lost! I was dumbfounded... I didn't know that I was pregnant.. everything happened too fast. Fast enough to realize that my baby was gone. The doctor confirmed that I had a complete abortion of my 5 weeks of pregnancy.

I cried my heart out..I locked myself in the room and refused to talk to anyone. I put the blame on me. It took me almost three days to stop crying... but it takes me forever to stop grieving on my child's death.

Ya Allah, this is the greatest test for me this year...

And finally I realized, I suppose to be happy and grateful... at least I still have Aina Umairah. God knows the best... He knows that it wasn't a right time for me to get pregnant again. Just not yet!

Umairah needs my attention and love. She needs me so much.. So do I! Thanks a lot sayang, as she never left me alone..never! During my downs... the hardest moment of my life.

A special thank you I dedicated to my hubby. My biggest worry was I thought he would blame me for his lost. Alhamdullilah... he always stands by my side, for every ups and downs. I love you, B..ever

Honestly, I'm still grieving on my child's death..deep in my heart. I tend to be happy to recieve the news..that my friends are pregnant. I envy them so much...

But, as I said... Allah knows the best for me. There will be a day for me to get pregnant again..and maybe with healthy and tough twin! who knows...

I just need to be calm... avoid being stress... and believe that my day will come..soon, very soon...

Dear Allah... help me, guide me...as I'm too weak. I'm hoping for a miracle, I'm hoping for my second and next babies... Amin...

I'M HAPPY WITH MY LIFE AND EVERYTHING IN IT..ALHAMDULLILAH.

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Rumah kami, syurga kami...MATAHARI

Salam....

I bought this house on Aina's 1st birthday as a gift for her. Sooner or later the house will be hers.
Me and my hubby have decided to choose Ayer Tawar, Merlimau as the location of our house as it is situated at the border line of Muar-Melaka.

So, I'm gonna take about 30 minutes journey to my workplace and it goes the same to my hubby. But, thinking of the increasing price of fuel...hmmm it is quite a challange to me I guess. However, for me... marriage is all about sharing and testing our ability to face everything together. Agree?

Now, it is still in the final touch progress. Painting (I HAVE SEVEN COLOURS..heheheh), wiring, renovating...hmmm and it is tiring and cost me a lot! But, everything is for our own good. Takpe..takpe...

Insya allah, we will move in by this 3rd week of Ramadhan. Insya allah if everything will be settled on time.

We call it MATAHARI. Why? We want to feel the warmness of our love showering everyone, every single angle and space in that house..as MATAHARI, shines on all equally with its dazzling shine through the cloudless sky!

So, just wait for the invitation of the house warming party...Insya allah. Insya Allah...

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PICTURES OF MY HEART

* Aina in action - waiting for ABAH (abah tgh solat dalam surau)
* Aina & her sweetheart at Deli France, KLIA
* Me & the queen of mine, Hentian Tapah on the way to Taiping

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Alhamdullillah...finally

Salam...

finally, luckily...i managed to discover the password of this blog..

so many things to be shared and updated...

so wait, as they are more to come!

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